No matter how I think it,
No matter how I wonder,
There's no difference to my answer,
I've thought about it and wondered,
But the answer's still the same.
No matter how much I want one,
I won't give in when there's no love.
In the end,
both of us would get hurt.
Even more

The above was taken 4rom Rae's blog. According to her, it's a poem. Composed by her? Maybe/maybe not. HAHAHAHAHA. It strikes a chord with me coz it reminds me of my high skool and early college times. I turned down some girls back then and I have no regrets.

Now, an unrelated matter.

Fast 4ward to the present, I m VERY happy with my life right now. My life for the majority of this year...mainly 4rom the beginning of this year until 1/2 a month ago was very stressful and, erm, not so blissful I would say. ALL THAT CHANGED WHEN I MANAGED TO PUT 98% IF NOT 100% FAITH IN GOD FOR GUIDANCE IN MAKING SOME DECISIONS. Though the outcome was not wad I expected, I can say that I've been rewarded for the faith and trust shown to Him. Believe me, as a human it is nvr that easy to have faith and trust in God. Well, maybe it is just me with the prob.

I have a closer and happier family now; a wonderful crop of frens; supporting and caring frens; a good band of sisters and brothers in Christ; wonderful team mates to play alongside with; m enjoying a good run of form; m so in love with myself and the ppl around me; a more trusting relationship with God; and etc etc...nice things.

I have not been without my downs though, but wad is life without ups and downs?

I'm aware that all good things come to an end, so chill. This post may not even convey to u guys my feelings right now. I only know better.

In conclusion, words cannot describe how i feel now. It's indescribable and uncontainable.

I'll sign off with this "maths". Some of u may have seen it b4 =p

Smart man + smart woman = romance
Smart man + dumb woman = affair
Dumb man + smart woman = marriage
Dumb man + dumb woman = pregnancy
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OFFICE ARITHMETIC

Smart boss + smart employee = profit
Smart boss + dumb employee = production
Dumb boss + smart employe e = promotion
Dumb boss + dumb employee = overtime
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SHOPPING MATH

A man will pay $20 for a $10 item he
needs.
A woman will pay $10 for a $20 item
that she doesn't need.
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GENERAL EQUATIONS & STATISTICS

A woman worries about the future until
she gets a husband.
A man never worries about the future
until he gets a wife.
A successful man is one who makes more
money than his wife can spend.
A successful woman is one who can find
such a man.
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HAPPINESS

To be happy with a man, you must
understand him a lot and love him a
little.
To be happy with a woman, you must
love her a lot and not try to
understand
her at all.
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LONGEVITY

Married men live longer than single
men do, but married men are a lot more
willing to die.
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PROPENSITY TO CHANGE

A woman marries a man expecting he
will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that
she won't change, and she does.
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DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE

A woman has the last word in any
argument.
Anything a man says after that is the
beginning of a new argument.